Nicki Minaj is one of the most successful women in hip-hop so it’s hard to imagine the singer ever wanting to take her own life. Minaj told Cosmopolitan magazine that she thought about suicide before her career took off saying, “At one point, I was, like, ‘What would happen if I just didn’t wake up?’ That’s how I felt. Like maybe I should just take my life? I would pray to god to make me famous so that I could buy my mother a huge house.” Thankfully, Nicki is alive and well and probably more famous than she ever dreamed. She’s featured on the new Willow Smith track, “Fireball,” which is out now.